So i found this blog a years ago. Just reading stuffs, rants and so whatever. This is the first time I registered and participated here.
I’ve always been a loner. infact I only have at least 10 friends in my whole life. im just different with them. They dont like me coz they think im odd. I was always a quiet child. quietly observing the things around me and learning from it. All things that you have said are true about them. I dont consider myself like one of them. So here is the things are the rants that I have been keeping for myself.
1.) Very noisy people.
I hate it when they noise around too much especially in the school library. They are very open with their gossiping about other people’s life. I hate too much gossip a total waste of time.
2.) definition of intelligence.
I have always been fond of writing filipino literatures- poems, short stories . However all of your skills are irrelevant unless you have a good english. i dont get it why they keep bashing about the grammar and spelling. I admit that I am not good in constructing my sentences but as long as I can deliver the message to my listeners then im fine with it. I love presenting and I want to earn my Ph.D someday and to teach in a university. I am practicing in our class however i just became a laughing stock. Is it about the contents? No, I researched thoroughly before presentation. Is it because of lack of confidence, I doubt that. My delivery, I doubt that also.They are laughing because I quite have an accent american accent. The reason I got it is because I have a short tongue which makes my words a bit slurry and smooth. I supposed its a blessing in disguised. I am not like them saying “Wan mor taym” “pak yu” “yuchoob” “nyuws”. However im still a laughing stock.
Just why oh why? There’s a trash. Why on the floor people? Why on the sea? Why on the drainages
Up to now my classmate havent paid me the money she had borrowed its been a year she’s my classmate we see each other everyday yet she forgot. As much as possible I return the money I borrowed a day after he lend me it is my first priority.
Why do they expect too much from their families abroad. My family was notlike them. Were and average family with some relatives abroad but we dont ask for them to send this send that. Earn your own keep. I have a grandfather his 2nd family migrated in the US. He has been there for decades but we dont ask for gifts or money and he doesnt give also. However I hate him so much I hope he’ll die in misery. So my grandfather earn atleast $22k monthly he has 4 children with my grandma and a child on the second. He doesnt have a grandchild on the 2nd. So I said we dont ask however there’s a little expect on having a small gift from a family on a very special occassion. Its human nature. Its the first time I would be asking a gift from him because its my 18th birthday a very special occasion. However I have the feeling that he wont give me anything coz he didnt give anything on my cousin’s debut. So I dismissed the thought asking. Such a selfish old man. He’s a pure filipino
The reason why the country is poor its because people are lazy. 24/7 on tv. worshiping actors. Bullying people who hate their idols. Stupid. There’s a lot of thing to do like work, schools, hobbies.
Pakitang-tao. Hospitality all are BS. They claimed they love their own race but they are the one bringing each other down. Thats the reason i dont have much friends. I hate hypocrites.
…c4n y0U. Und3rst4nd wH4t I s4y? D03s it lOOk Gud in da Eyez…
9.) Pinoy Pride.
His achievement, their achievement. Narcissism. I hate my prof for having this one. such a pain in my ears hearing only good things about PH.
There’s a lot more. But i’ll stop here. I hope I can fastforward time and on my graduation. Find myself a decent job and save for a plane ticket out of this place. I already have a savings of 50k as a 17 year old economic student. Im saving it for a plane ticket. I wont be having a debut party like my other cousin only 8 days older than me. both of us is turning 18. She will be having a party. ready to splurge 200kphp on a single night. I on the otherhand ask for money to be put on my account. I dont know where to use as a plane ticket or a business capital. Time would only know. To all the members here I hope you can return to your country. Because once im out of here i’ll never be returning back. Im not including my family in my dreams. They have almost all filipino bad habits. their such a pain in the ass and I hate them. They would be a hindrance to my success. Dont worry I’ll try to support my siblings acadamic expenses if i can as a responsibility of being the eldest. have a good day!!Published in